"Somebody's got a case of the Monday's"

Funny thing is I usually don't mind Mondays. Its Tuesday or Wednesday that I just can't stand. Like today, I am thinking of any excuse I can pull off so I can go home! I think part of it is due to the early morning wake up calls and that it IS coffee, and I was over working in coffee about...2 years ago! I think the job will be good during the regular semester seeing that it is mandatory that you only work a maximum of 20 hours. But during Summer you can work up to 40, and of course, that's what she has me doing. Hella dumb..ugh

I also would like to start having more fun in my life. I know part of the reason I am not is because I had a handful of friends show their true colors this year and therefor they are no longer in my life, so I need to make a few new ones as well and strengthen the old ones! All I know is that I am 22 years old and need to start acting/feeling like it!!!

busy bee

Depending on the outcome from recently events I may have to get a 2nd job. I could possible quit my job on campus and try and find a better paying fell-time job but my on-campus job gives me the incentive to stay in school since you have to be enrolled in at least 2 classes to keep your job. I really don't want to give up school anymore. I will just suck it up if I have to and not have a life for awhile. lol. But we'll see...not quite sure yet

straight forward

I'm exhausted....

blah...

I have come to realize that history really does repeat itself and it gets pretty annoying at times! Also, that somethings just wont (or cant) change and all you can do is do what you think is best for yourself. Not to worry about what the parents will want or think, not what your friends will think, and pretty much not what ANYONE will think. It is your life. It is my life and I want to be happy. The downside is I don't really know yet what it is that will make me happy.


Man do I hate growing up....

indescribable

Thats how I feel right now. I can not pin point an emotion for some reason...I am angry, frustrated, sad, disappointed, annoyed, hurt, and tired all in one. Is there a word or emotion for that? Probably not... *sigh*

sleeping beauty

Stephen and I put ourselves in more debt this weekend by buying a new, king size bed. lol We needed it though. Our last bed was a 4 year old hand me down from a friend which I had for 3 more years on top of that....long story short, it was not in good shape. Plus Stephen messed up his back and the doctor recommended a new bed. So we went to sleeptrain and layed on like 7 beds until we decided on our "simmons posturepedic beauty rest pillow top" lol.....We love it!!!!

Its too damn hot! (global warming)

So yesterday was around 99 degrees and today is going to hit 102 degrees, I find that horrible! Haha, I am definitely not one for the hot weather! But what I found interesting is that on weather.com (where I check the temp, I'm a nerd, I know) they had this poll on "how concerned are you about global warming?". Of course they had the typical answers of "Very Concerned", "Somewhat", "Not Very", and the last one, "I don't believe it exists".......32.5% were very concerned.....39.7% didn't believe it existed!!! Can you believe that? I mean no offense to those who may be part of that 39.7%, but are you blind? Seriously, I was a little shocked and disappointed....I guess I am just glad I am not in that 39.7%...*sigh*